and so a new chapter has begun...

so yay for finally being in barrie, and i gotta say i just love it! the people here are great, cool, and awesome!

i can't wait for the year to go on as i continue to meet new and awesome people and really get to know 'em all! and i'm also interested in getting involved with res life, especially the rsc position of director of activities, since i feel like it's something i could be good at, plus it's also another chance for me to get to know more people. overall, i'm so psyched about the next eight months of my life!

also, can't wait till more sac planned activities are made known! they all sound so exciting and fun to partake in! shinerama was so awesome! and i'm so thankful to God that so many people were willing to donate spare money on hand to help further research on cystic fibrosis so that more can be known about this disease and hopefully one day a cure can be found!

lost and confused.

lately i haven't really been doing much, and now that i think about it, it's starting to bug me. i want to do something, like get a job or go read or anything meaningful to get out of this slump of nothingness i'm in. like seriously, i doubt God meant for me to do nothing this summer. but what's there for me to do? i'm just simply... lost.

also, i know i've chosen to go into massage therapy and i don't have any doubts about doing so either, but i do worry. worry that i'm not ready for this step of my life yet. worry that i won't be ready to take the step to begin my college life. worry that things won't turn out well for me. and all this worrying has me confused as to whether or not i made the right decision to get into college, i know part of me does want to for the freedom and adventure college would bring, but am i mentally ready for it? i'm... confused.

what am i going to do with myself? i've only a month before i head off to the next step of my future...